There’s a point in life
there’s a point in life when you
get tired of chasing everyone and trying to fix everything, but it’s not giving up.
it’s realizing that you don’t need certain people and their crap.
-anonymous
Stop bothering me
I am NOT your personal tech support.
I am NOT the person to vent to because I don’t give a fuck.
Keep ALL your problems to yourself.
SB is 6 Years Old and Bitter
Well another year has past, sad to say its basically just me running the show.
Can I even call it a show, its just a blog.
For the people that do follow along, I have added lyrics, quotes and beer categories to the site. My ventures in homebrewing are still there, just haven’t been moving to fast on creating a new batch, guess I can blame the economy like everyone else does…
Honestly I think its all a bunch of fucking BULLSHIT.. This just gives companies an excuse to trim the fat from their over bloated, over paid jobs that seemed to be needed before. Can’t you just say, I was lazy and hired someone else to do my job.
2 words I already hate hearing are: Recession and Depression, I guess just saying a bunch of people in charge fucked up is not politically correct.
Again are the links to the previous years posts:
- 5 Years Old
- 4 Years Old – forgot to blog that year
- 3 Years Old
- 2 Years Old
- One Year Old
Like it’s the only one you’ve got
How do you know where you’re going
When you don’t know where you’ve been
You hide the shame that you’re not showing
And you won’t let anyone in
A crowded street can be a quiet place
When you’re walking alone
And now you think that you’re the only
One who doesn’t
Have to try
And you won’t have to feel
If you’re afraid to fight
Then I guess you never will
You hide behind your walls
Of maybe nevers
Forgetting that there’s something more
Than just knowing better
Your mistakes do not define you now
They tell you who you’re not
You’ve got to live this life you’re given
Like it’s the only one you’ve got
Memories have left you broken
And the scars have never healed
The emptiness in you is growing
But so little left to fill
You’re scared to look back on the days before
You’re too tired to move on
And now you think that you’re the only one who doesn’t
Have to try
And you won’t have to feel
If you’re afraid to fight
Then I guess you never will
You hide behind your walls
Of maybe nevers
Forgetting that there’s something more
Than just knowing better
Your mistakes do not define you now
They tell you who you’re not
You’ve got to live this life you’re given
Like it’s the only one you’ve got
What would it take
To get you to say that I’ll try
And what would you say if
This was the last day of your life
Pages
What happens to a man when he spills his heart over a page
And he watches words float away then
His feelings lie on a page alone
There waiting for someone who cares to read them
To open their eyes to see them
To see if they can make his thoughts their own
To find out that maybe your life’s not perfect
Maybe it’s not worth what he gives away
You can see that this broken soul is bleeding
So you can see your feelings inside yourself
And wonder through my heart
Letting you see through me now only consumes me
Forget your pain and watch me fall apart
What happens to a soul when he’s trapped inside his emotions
And all of these words he’s spoken
They bind him to the life he’s left behind
And every new step he takes
He knows that he might not make it
To all of these dreams that he has yet to find
Maybe your life’s not perfect
Or maybe it’s not worth what he gives away
You can see that this broken soul is bleeding
So you can see your feelings inside yourself
And wonder through my heart
Letting you see through me now only consumes me
Forget your pain and watch me fall apart
As I fall apart
You can see that this broken soul is bleeding
So you can see your feelings inside yourself
And wonder through my heart
Letting you see through me now only consumes me
Forget your pain and watch me fall apart
As I fall apart
When I’m Gone
There’s another world inside of me that you may never see
There’s secrets in this life that I can’t hide
Somewhere in this darkness there’s a light that I can’t find
Maybe it’s too far away or maybe I’m just blind
When your education x-ray can not see under my skin
I won’t tell you a damn thing that I could not tell my friends
Roaming through this darkness, I’m alive but I’m alone
Part of me is fighting this, but part of me is gone
-Brad Arnold
Away From the Sun
It’s down to this
I’ve got to make this life make sense
Can anyone tell what I’ve done
I miss the life
I miss the colors of the world
Can anyone tell where I am
Cause now again I’ve found myself
So far down
Away from the sun that shines into
The darkest place
I’m so far down
Away from the sun again
Away from the sun again
I’m over this
I’m tired of living in the dark
Can anyone see me down here
The feeling’s gone
There’s nothing left to lift me up
Back into the world I know
Cause now again I’ve found myself
So far down
Away from the sun that shines into
The darkest place
I’m so far down
Away from the sun
That shines to light the way for me
To find my way
Back into the arms that care about
The ones like me
I’m so far down
Away from the sun again
It’s down to this
I’ve got to make this life make sense
And now I can’t tell what I’ve done
And now again I’ve found myself
So far down
Away from the sun that shines
To light the way
For me
Cause now again I’ve found myself
So far down
Away from the sun that shines into
The darkest place
I’m so far down
Away from the sun
That shines to light the way for me
To find my way
Back into the arms that care about
The ones like me
I’m so far down
Away from the sun again
I’m gone…
