Snowbrain

HML Turns 7

rip — Sat, 21 Nov 2009 11:10:38 +0000

Today you turn 7,
It only seemed like yesterday you where a gift from heaven
As you continue to grow,
You never stop to amaze me, the emotions you show
So enjoy your day with your family and friends
And remember I will always be here for you until the end
Continue to be the person you are, be yourself and be a Simple Man
I LOVE YOU, Love Dad

Black Gives Way To Blue

rip — Mon, 12 Oct 2009 11:52:37 +0000

I don’t wanna feel no more
It’s easier to keep falling
Imitations are pale
Emptiness all tomorrows haunted by your ghost
Lay down black gives way to blue
Lay down I remember you
Fading out by design
Consciously avoiding changes
Curtains drawn now it’s done
Silencing all tomorrows forcing a goodbye
Lay down black gives way to blue
Lay down I remember you

Amazing Tribute to Layne Staley

HP Still SUCKS

rip — Fri, 11 Sep 2009 15:21:48 +0000

I have had this HP Pavilion dv6000 for approximately 3 years and I have already complained how shitty HP support was before.
Anyways, the other day by just closing the lid (which puts the computer in hibernation) and for some reason or another this broke the hard drive. When it reboots you get the infamous BSOD and it tries to go into repair mode only to say that there is a hardware failure.
Well, after some diagnostics it appears the boot sector of the hard drive is bad, so I need to get a new one which is approximately $50. Not a big deal. HOWEVER HP no longer ships rescue cds with their laptops (at least mine) but they DO SELL THEM.

FUCK YOU!!!

I refuse to pay for something that should be included in every computer that is sold.
Now I plan on getting a new hard drive and installing LINUX on it sometime this weekend.
So here’s a big .|.. to HP and MS for your shitty products and support.

Getting Old?

rip — Mon, 31 Aug 2009 16:59:30 +0000

People don’t quit playing because they grow old.
They grow old because they quite playing.
- Oliver Wendell Holmes

Right Here

rip — Tue, 25 Aug 2009 16:53:33 +0000

I know I’ve been mistaken
But just give me a break and
See the changes that I’ve made
I’ve got some imperfections
But how can you collect them all
And throw them in my face?

But you always find a way
To keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say
To keep me right here waiting
And if you chose to walk away
I’d still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say
To keep you right here waiting

I hope you’re not intending
To be so condescending
It’s as much as I can take
And you’re so independent
You just refuse to bend
So I just keep bending ’till I break

I’ve made a commitment
I’m willing to bleed for you
I need a fulfillment
I found what I’ve needed in you..

Why can’t you just forgive me
I don’t want to relive all the mistakes I’ve made
Along the way

But I always find a way
To keep you right here waiting
I always find the words to say
To keep you right here waiting

But you always find a way
To keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say
To keep me right here waiting
And if I chose to walk away
Would you be right here waiting?
Searching for the things to say
To keep me right here waiting

There’s a point in life

rip — Wed, 24 Jun 2009 14:55:30 +0000

there’s a point in life when you
get tired of chasing everyone and trying to fix everything, but it’s not giving up.
it’s realizing that you don’t need certain people and their crap.
-anonymous

Stop bothering me

rip — Thu, 04 Jun 2009 12:18:17 +0000

I am NOT your personal tech support.
I am NOT the person to vent to because I don’t give a fuck.
Keep ALL your problems to yourself.

SB is 6 Years Old and Bitter

rip — Mon, 20 Apr 2009 19:12:04 +0000

Well another year has past, sad to say its basically just me running the show.
Can I even call it a show, its just a blog.
For the people that do follow along, I have added lyrics, quotes and beer categories to the site. My ventures in homebrewing are still there, just haven’t been moving to fast on creating a new batch, guess I can blame the economy like everyone else does…
Honestly I think its all a bunch of fucking BULLSHIT.. This just gives companies an excuse to trim the fat from their over bloated, over paid jobs that seemed to be needed before. Can’t you just say, I was lazy and hired someone else to do my job.

2 words I already hate hearing are: Recession and Depression, I guess just saying a bunch of people in charge fucked up is not politically correct.

Again are the links to the previous years posts:

5 Years Old
4 Years Old – forgot to blog that year
3 Years Old
2 Years Old
One Year Old

Like it’s the only one you’ve got

rip — Thu, 02 Apr 2009 15:45:35 +0000

How do you know where you’re going
When you don’t know where you’ve been
You hide the shame that you’re not showing
And you won’t let anyone in
A crowded street can be a quiet place
When you’re walking alone
And now you think that you’re the only
One who doesn’t

Have to try
And you won’t have to feel
If you’re afraid to fight
Then I guess you never will
You hide behind your walls
Of maybe nevers
Forgetting that there’s something more
Than just knowing better
Your mistakes do not define you now
They tell you who you’re not
You’ve got to live this life you’re given
Like it’s the only one you’ve got

Memories have left you broken
And the scars have never healed
The emptiness in you is growing
But so little left to fill
You’re scared to look back on the days before
You’re too tired to move on
And now you think that you’re the only one who doesn’t

What would it take
To get you to say that I’ll try
And what would you say if
This was the last day of your life

Pages

rip — Thu, 02 Apr 2009 15:28:53 +0000

What happens to a man when he spills his heart over a page
And he watches words float away then
His feelings lie on a page alone

There waiting for someone who cares to read them
To open their eyes to see them
To see if they can make his thoughts their own

To find out that maybe your life’s not perfect
Maybe it’s not worth what he gives away

You can see that this broken soul is bleeding
So you can see your feelings inside yourself
And wonder through my heart

Letting you see through me now only consumes me
Forget your pain and watch me fall apart

What happens to a soul when he’s trapped inside his emotions
And all of these words he’s spoken
They bind him to the life he’s left behind

And every new step he takes
He knows that he might not make it
To all of these dreams that he has yet to find

Maybe your life’s not perfect
Or maybe it’s not worth what he gives away

You can see that this broken soul is bleeding
So you can see your feelings inside yourself
And wonder through my heart

Letting you see through me now only consumes me
Forget your pain and watch me fall apart
As I fall apart

You can see that this broken soul is bleeding
So you can see your feelings inside yourself
And wonder through my heart

Letting you see through me now only consumes me
Forget your pain and watch me fall apart
As I fall apart